Sometimes the company of others drives me mad. I often have trouble functioning in social situations. I hate working in groups, and I hate teamwork. When I have problems, I prefer to work them out by myself. The people I love are incredible, and they are invaluable in my life. When I think about myself in the future tense, however, the future is always a solitary one. There are no friends. There is no family, no loving partner. Until I met Mitch I assumed this future would be a reality because it was the only one I could realistically imagine. Even now, after being with Mitch for three years, it is still what I think of when I think of my future.UPDATE 3/10/08
This post makes me sound selfish, self-centered, solipsistic even. I sort of missed the point with this one. What I really meant to say was that I enjoy spending time alone; I need to spend time alone. Also, I forgot I was going to link this post to this one.
